i just woke up RIGHT now! oh my goodness i dont know how im going to wake up for school. going to chiro kills my whole freakin day! i was supposed to go on wed but i want to stop going so my mom called to cancel and they said that i need to have a final evaluation and we rescheduled to today at 3. yea well the only problem is that im supposed to work on the battery car and then go to graces house (in laguna niguel) at 4 at which point i am going to hit mad traffic. so i decided not to go. and so all i am doing today is going to the stupid chiropracter who i really hate who i also think has the hots for my aunt. well maybe.

anyways i decided to be productive and do all my homework today and study for ap tests. well i only have 3 to take but i think i should somewhat start studying for those. im still waiting for the car to come out of the body shop...i think they are keeping it for a long time bc the insurance company is paying them and not us. ergh! i have this trapped back to sophomore year feeling everytime i want to go somewhere but realize that i have to walk or ask for a ride.

oh btw visitng mr. chiang was pretty fun, it wasnt extraordinarily special or anything..he had 9 people in his teeny tiny office when i went so it was crazy hot but luckily half of them left. me and grace bought him a really delish fruit cake and so we were stuffing ourselves with it but we kinda felt like intruders bc i could tell the other people were not exactly excited to have us chatting and eating cake during their tutor time. oh guess what marian?! *rachel is also one if his students! mr chiang was like, yea one of my students got into yale but he got accepted in the northwestern 7 year med program so hes gonna go there. i was like...yea i heard of this guy that got in too, does his name happen to be rachel? i was just asking that for the heck of it, not because i really thought they were the same person, but lo and behold mr. chiang goes, yes rachel hah from u**** high school. and i did a double take. it was so strange and remember brian (sperm?) is also one of his students? that is a weird wierd thing.

i remet the cutest boy in the world today. i sat next to him in jr high english class because we were lee and leary and he was a little cute back then but now he is like freakin gorgeous! really, he could be a model, i have never met anyone quite so good looking as him in my entire life i think. anyways i was going crazy over him with pam and i made such an idiot over myself staring at him. and whats more he drives a white mustang! the exact same car i want! anyways me and pam went to go visit ehs and seeing everyone made me so sad to realize that my high school years were so nothing and boring and filled with studying, not that i even studied that much. my sophomore and senior years were the best but i regret not going to ehs more than ever. when i looked at all my friends today i thought to myself i could have been one of them but instead i chose the road less taken. or is it the path less taken? something like that. anyway its too late to think about things like that so im just looking forward to ucla. grace is picking me up soon in her cute red bug to go visit mr. chiang. i havent talked to him since december and i kinda miss him. i wonder if he's nice as ever? i feel a little bummed to tell him that im going to ucla bc all this other students went to yale and wellesley and johns hopkins etc etc. geez i sound so freakin drepressed but im not at all....just a little nostalgic i guess. ok gotta go now.

finally i started my online journal! i feel like doogie howser md when he always used to type his journal onto his computer at the end of every show. I thought I would be really sad right now but I guess im accepting everything better than i thought i would. high school is such a joke compared to real life so im telling myself that what i feel now is going to be insignificant later. on a more cheerful note, im going to college with some really cute people! im excited...im currently reading the heart of darkness indirectly recommended to me by r**. i got that book for only a dollar! man am i a bargain shopper or what? not to mention that i clipped 3 coupons from last sunday's paper for some really yummy restaurants which i will have to use very soon so tell me if you want to go eat with me. thats all for right now