I FUCKING HATE TROY! I CANT BELIEVE THE STUPID SHIT THEY FEED US ABOUT TROY TECH AND IB AND NATIONAL BLUE RIBBON CRAP. TODAY I SAW PEOPLE FROM JR HIGH AND THEY WERE LIKE, OH I DONT KNOW WHICH SCHOOL TO GO TO, DUKE OR NYU OR BERKELEY OR SWATHMORE. IF THEY CAME TO TROY THEY WOULD BE GOING TO LIKE UCR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM. HONESTLY PAM AND I WERE PRACTICALLY CRYING ON THE WAY HOME TODAY...THIS IS LIKE A MAJOR SLAP IN THE FACE. AND WHATS EVEN WORSE....THEY ARE ALL IN AP PHYSICS AND GUESS WHAT BOOK THEY USE??? MY BOOK! AND GUESS WHAT PHYSICS IM IN??? REGULAR!!! THAT JUST KILLS ME. TROY SCREWED US OVER...LIKE CRAZY

right now its so peaceful in my room because for once it is super clean and neat. i feel motivated to do my homework because my desk is so bare and just waiting for me to use it. i finally turned in my baskin robbins application! i was so happy because the person who took it was an older korean woman who was talking to me a lot about troy and my classes and stuff and i totally thought she was the manager so i was thinking that i would get hired on the spot or something but apparently shes not because at the end she said that she would pass my application on to the manager who would call me soon. oh it was so funny today because on our way home, pam and i were screaming and singing at the top of our longs like we do every day and i guess my phone was unlocked because it called my house and my grandma picked up and was shouting my name like crazy but of course i didnt hear her. i can start driving to school again tomorrow although i dont care either way driving or not driving. ive rediscovered the joy of having someone take me around everywhere and not worrying about speed limit or almost accident situations or gas blah blah. it would be so perfect if i had a butler named harrold who was my personal chauffeur (sp?) and i had a macdonalds connected to my house like in richie rich but except it would be baha fresh because i adore that place. yesterday i went to go eat there and i brought back a burrito to eat today but my aunt took it to work so i was bummed out and i need a fix of baha fresh right now. i kinda want to eat a turkey sandwhich too (*wink wink) .
ack i sound like im pregnant

LAST DAY OF SPRING BREAK! i have so much homework to catch up on. my last spring break of high school was pretty good. tres relaxing. i watched the sweetest thing with cameron diaz and christina applegate...it was SO cute! that movie made me so glad i was going to college and getting a roommate and all that stuff. hmm im really in the mood for clam chowder. i wanted it last night at tgif's too but i wasnt really hungry. i wanna go to claim jumper! they have the best clam chowder on this side of the county. haha that was a little corny yes but anyways why am i so bored when i have tons of things to be doing? its almost 12 and im still wearing my jammies which is really bad and lazy of me. bad bad bad!

i decided that i want to be a photographer so when im at places like in n out, where i saw the cutest boy in world, i can go up to him and say, "hi, im a photographer and i think you have potential to be a model. do you mind if i snap some pictures of you?" and of course i would keep the picture framed next to my bed. ok anyways thats a little silly of me.

i should really go turn in my application to baskin robbins. i have had it filled out for a week and i just havent given it back to them. i really want that job! or any job for that matter...i just want to get out of internship. i have basically worked 150 for the fullerton observer without really doing anything conclusive. im actually pretty sick of going to that place and im done with the hours but i cant tell them that i want to stop and for some reason i was bamboozled into doing the calendar section for the august issue with all the other interns. poo.. and whats even worse is that im supposed to do a page on high school/college/sats etc etc but i dont have a clue what to write about anymore. ergh! i have no potential to do anything....i quit fbla, im on the verge of quitting internship without any evidence of what i did for the last 7 months, and im getting not so great grades in my classes..oh! but theres a spark of hope for me yet...im taking photography classes soon in order to pursue my dream! hahaha
toodles! im going off to read the plague or do my french or whatever else happens to come up today