im in one of those moods where i hate everyone and i dont really care what they have to say to me. why cant i ignore the little part of me that always wants to make everything better. the best remedy for anything is sleep. and i really want to do that but im waiting for my physics labs. yea i just want to sleep. its so weird. after something bad happens or i get mad at someone i cant do anything until i resolve things bc it just nags me so much. why do i keep getting in little squabbles with everyone?? do i have a personality disorder??? aaaaaaaaaaah. oh and i went to pick up my pictures today for troy tech fair and every single picture turned out like shit. oh gosh im so pissed. and i also wish that prom would stop being such a difficult affair. i think each couple should just eat dinner by themselves and meet at the dance or something. i got earrings for prom today....they're black and dangly. i need to think of a way to cheer myself up and get a natural high.