this girl caroline who is my roomies study mate came into our room today and she is this huge makeup fanatic and we compared makeup and she did all our makeup for us. she even talks like a makeup artist: yea the magical mushroom gives off this olive like iridescense blah blah. i felt like such a girly girl. the marching band is playing really loud AGAIN for the umpteenth time. its driving me nuts. i cant stand it anymore. hmmmmm theres oodles of birthdays in november..ryan, bo, jackson, ME!, dennis. its so weird how jacksons is 17th, im the 18th, and dennis is 19th. oh its jenn kims bday on the 18th too. except shes turning 19. i always have a friend whos bday is super close to mine. i am always in company. i am sooo behind in french. its unbelievable. this is my birthday list: i want a new bible, king james version, small and paperbackish; a new bottle of pleasures, im almost out (caroline told me that they dont sell sexy graffitti anymore!); warm fuzzy slippers; a watch; a wallet; and thats about it for now. does that make me look selfish? i hope not. i always tend to act a little rambunctious around my birthday. when i was little i used to countown to my birthday from a month before and told everyone i met exactly how many days were left. and i need some really good books to read. please tell me if you have any recommendations. i havent read a BOOK book that ive wanted to read since summer! gastrous. its getting horribly cold these days and i need to start bringing my winter jackets before i freeze my butt off. and i need an umbrella. im yawning like mad right now. must go lay down before going out. ta ta dahlins!

HAPPY HAlLOWEEN! i just came back from my first day of work today. fun!! very hectic kinda confusing. it was killer waking up at 5 today. lounged in bed for little before i actually got out. french class is starting right at this moment but i decided not to go because cosmos midterm is in uno hour. i hope i studied enough. i think i did. blah. nerds suck. i studied with so many people yesterday! james olivia shelly and study group for like 5 minutes. please let me do good God. i have 2 essays due on monday and 1 one tuesday......kuh-razy! ahhhhhh i need to go shopping pronto. my mommy's coming this satruday so we shall enjoy quality time together spending money. =) ok gonna go do some last minute review. toodles!

just came back from ballroom dance class...i think i lose about a thousand calories there because i crack up so much. i was wearing my tall flip flops and one of them accidentally came off during a waltz right in front of scary teacher. so we have decided to not go to the michelle branch commercial thing tomorrow because of dumb ol midterms. my outline for research paper is due tomorrow. started a little bit. really really need to start studying. i wonder how many people read this? please tell me it its interesting. i would like to know so i can make it better or whatever, please pray that i do not fall ill or i will just absolutely feel like POO POO. i like it when someone who i haven't talked to calls me. i get this fuzzy nostalgic feeling. ok need to start reading like kuh-razy!

today i felt this weird longing to go to church really bad and i was singing praise songs all day. i looked from my bible but i left that at home and i only had my little orange bible from the gideons and the God's promises for the graduate book that jamie got me (thanks james!) so i started reading those except that the orange bible is a little strange. every part where it was supposed to be the word LOVE it said CHARITY; like the verse where it says "now abide faith, hope, charity, these three; but the greatest of these is charity." i was so confused at first. i dont like the cute little orange bible anymore. today i jumped/fell out of my bed and landed like spiderman. i felt like i was invincible for about 1 minute. and today i spilled yogurt on my feet and all over my carpet marking lilians first stain. theres about a hundred of them in our room. my face feels all huffy and puffy because i slept for 2 hours today. i still havnt read anything for the cosmos yet i think im going to be up all night doing that. poopers. arg! ok so i think i need a boy to like; so many girlies have a crush on a boy and i want one too! except that i am not too interested right now. dont worry i think ill snap out of it soon amigas. ok then dennis keeps thinking that i stole his stupid rubber duckies. last night he came into our room and used all my post-its to write meany things about me and posted it all over the room! when i woke up i thought i was going crazy bc i kept seeing the green post its everywhere. on my glasses he put im blind as a monkey on my picture frames he put i wish i have friends etc etc so are you wondering if i really did steal his ducks? well so what if i did?! haha ill give them back some time or another. hey i might see michelle branch and santana!! hahaha right.