i slept for 3 hours today. i was so unbelievably exhausted today. 3.5 hours of sleep is definitely not good for me. and im beginning to doubt the perks of working. hate waking up at 5 on thursdays. my last paycheck was a measly 40 dollars. i cant even buy one outfit with that. but on the other hand, i meet lots of new people and it really is fun. why am i working right now when this is the last time i wont ever have to work before i graduate and have to go to a real job every single day. i missed ccm today. and yoga starts in 30 minutes but im not in the mood to go because i feel so icky and filthy. and plus our floor is giving us free in n out and diddy reese tonight. anyways i need to go pick out my classes for next quarter. u-c-llll-a! u-c-l-a fight fight fight! they keep chanting that outside for the soccer game.

i am back from the first ucla basketball game against branch west basketball academy...who the heck is that?? anyways i left at halftime bc i have work tomorrow morning and plus we were losing by like 16 points.

geeeez some people just TAKE my words and TWIST them around like pretzels to suit their need. they make INCORRECT guesses as to what i am trying to say. POOPHEADS! i hate yall.

dude amanda is being such an anal bitch lately.

today a boy named bobby lo (not the yorba linda one) said i had chubby cheeks because i dont cuss enough and all my stress cannot be relieved or something like that. doesnt that sound so ridiculous? so he said i should try cussing hardcore for one week and see if my cheeks deflate.

i want a smoothie right now. and i need to take a shower. or not. i really dont need to bc all i do tomorrow is work, class, class. study. ccm/yoga? sleep. goodbye. i am feeling awfully pissed right now for some reason. maybe i am going to start my rag soon. i doubt thats the reason.

Hello dear journal - i didnt go to my cosmos lecture today. i just felt tired by the notion of sitting through 75 minutes of pure boredom and listening to the nasty droning voices of whoever is gonna lecture today. so im sitting in my room finishing up farenheit 451 for english tomorrow. why o why do i have to take this stupid cosmos class?? i would be so content just taking english history french anything non-science-y. this weekend was oodles of fun! went to grace on campus...finally after 2 months of saying i would go...everyone was so nice! i like it so much when people are nice. watched 8 mile with jam mar and brian on saturday....i am finally a pho fan! can you believe it? no neither can i. marian of course didnt finish her noodles as she does with everything. im actually craving some right now. really bad. my mummie was so shocked when i told her i like it now. went to eat at the loft too! chicken katsu! bacon fried rice! heaven. and of course i had to go to tgif happy hour...hahaha i sound like a major ms. piggy now. moving on, i have my classes for next year picked out: english french cosmos part 2 and communications. i was thinking of philosophy in literature instead of communications but i think i need a fun class. my mom bought the michael jackson dvd and its SO good. he is so amazingly great. going to watch harry potter with grace this friday! we decided to make it a tradition because last year it came out 1 day before my birthday so she took me to go see it and its coming out on the same weekend this year so shes taking me to go watch it. last time i fell asleep though because it was so corny and a disappointing replica of the book. grace got so mad! :) now that i think about it i watched that movie twice with jam jase and clarence although i reallllllly didnt want to watch it. do you remember the part about the Boy who cannot be named jamie????? omg that was so funny. we started cracking up like crazy. i get a 33 percent employee discount at the ucla store next week so im gonna take full advantage of it and start buying ucla things for everyone's christmas present. is that being really cheap? i dont think so bc even with the discount everything is really overpriced. ok i must resume my reading now. farewell everyone for now!